Well, today I feel.......boxed in, you could say. You see, I'm in a relationship with a guy named vince. We've been dating for about a month and a half, and I feel so happy to be with him. The catch is, my parents aren't very fond of us. They're bothered that we kiss, they're bothered that we cuddle, they also make it very difficult to see him. On my part, that's not a very good thing considering I have issues with depression and I have a need to see the people that make me happy. But I've brought myself to a new view. In order to obtain what we desire, we have to sacrifice something of equal value whether we like it or not. We have to be unhappy to be happy. Everything has a catch and in order to get the things we want we have to work for it. I envy those who have everything easy (it seems) but looking beneath the surface, I notice everyone has wounds you can't see on their skin. -sigh- I'll have to bare with it for now.
Anywho, today I feel self confident. I did my make-up and hair squeeful today hehe. This doesn't happen much actually. But I'm happy with how I look, it feels different. Part of me is afraid that tomorrow I won't feel the same. Oh well, I'll just have to wait and see tomorrow morning. Overall, besides the self confidence outburst, today was a shit day.
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| My squeefulness today |
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